I kicked my kids out

Well today I had a pretty good day with the kids....I sat down and had a talk with them because lately i have been a big stress ball, and i can see how they are affected by it....So i reassured them that i do love them and that they are good kids- moms just stressed (or something)

Anyways after that things seemed normal...They didn't look sad. They were playing fine I was happy, they were happy. 3:40 came so I say Kids its time to go to your bowling league....Okay mom...and we were off.

When we got home i was preparing dinner and they were in their room...they have been waiting all day to go on a bike ride. So i say...hey kids...come here i wanna talk to you. So as I'm trying to tell them that i want them to put they're shoes on and get their bikes out front..i had to stop 8 times because they would talk over me and the ignore me.. and play with each other ---While i was talking....

Now this has been a big problem lately and i just cant take it anymore. So I go on a yelling rampage and then I decide that's it...GET YOUR BAG PACKED AND GET OUT OF MY HOUSE.

Instantly they start crying and i felt bad but i made them get what they thought they might need for the rest of they're lives.....They got they're bags all packed so i made them say good bye to they're oldest sister and then get out...

They said their goodbyes and then walked out the door...after being outside with their backpacks they slowly walked down the walk way (crying the whole time). I watched them and only let them get to the sidewalk before I called them back inside...I then talked to them about how that made them feel and then i explained (once again) how they have made me feel...

Emily says I knew you wouldn't really make us leave...she was crying so i knew she was lying.
Jacob (who was absolutely scared) said that i broke his heart. He doesn't ever want to leave me so he will never make me feel that way.

So then i say so let me see what you packed...the only things you would have for the rest of your lives....

Jacob packed: His big grave digger, a rail road crossing (a piece from a train table) 1 car (from a train) and then a hot wheel....

How freaking cute is that.....while looking at his stuff i burst out laughing so hard...i couldn't help it...He was so sad ---screaming in embarrassment---I NEED THAT STUFF...MOM...STOP LAUGHING!!!

Emily packed as many dolls as she could fit in her back pack. a jewelry box, a glass egg and a magazine.....

Again how funny.....She didn't care that i was laughing .

I asked them what about your clothes...they both looked each other and then to me and said I DON'T KNOW...

Anyways I hope they now see that i am serious about them respecting me....

I felt bad, but hopefully it will be worth it. I might be crazy... you tell me

San Fransisco

My family and I got to sneak away. It was nice. Sure it wasn't the intention of the trip, but who cares....right.

We ended up down there because we had to retrieve some of my husbands belongings. Since we were down there, we decided to make a day of it.

We did things a little backwards the we normally would have. We hit the pier first. It was weird to not be freezing ( seeing as we are normally on the pier around 8 pm or so....and it is freezing by then) anyways after we walked the pier we ended up waking the town. Everyone was so tired but they made it. i think i had them walking for a good 7 hours. After we were done there we jumped in the car and headed for my husbands favorite beach. Baker beach. We had dinner and then we walked up and down the beach. Then we climbed over some rocks to a secret beach. (not really a secret beach, but it was to the kids) We attempted some pictures. Some were OK...some needed some help.

After that we just drove around the town. Which was OK, until we got to the hilly streets and then I was over it. So we started the long drive home. We got home around 1:30 am. and got pretty much no sleep.... it was awesome.

Super Jake

He turned 5!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOB........I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

He is Indiana Jones in this picture....but don't worry---He has not given up on Superman....He forgot to wear his cape for that picture...he quickly remembered that.

Howards Pest Control

Today I was calling around to get the best deal on pest control services. I had called about five different companies. I had started to call companies that I have never heard of. I thought that maybe the smaller companies that I have never heard of. Tiny, Tiny little pest control you would have never heard of.

So I called this one called Howard's Pest Control. This little Old lady answers. (so old that picking up the phone probably wore her out) and she says Hello.. I say Hi, I'm calling about your pest control services..

She says: who is this?

I say oh- My name is Jessica
She says: What is this in regards to?
Now I'm a little confused- So I say Um- Pest control services

Then she shocks the hell out of me:

She says Oh, we are out of business-- MY HUSBAND IS DEAD.

I was sooooo shocked--I say, OH I'm soooo sorry!!!
She quickly says OK and hangs up.

How sad. I was very uncomfortable--- So I hang up and Immediately I started busting up laughing. I mean It was kinda funny!!!!

Not much to say

Blogging...I haven't had to much time to blog...well maybe that is an excuse...I have not that much to blog about...but I have thought of something that I can blog about.

We are currently taking our house apart and painting it and spring cleaning it. It is a suck ass job. I can not wait until it is done....and then I never want to do this again...ever....so hopefully I won't.

Luckily I am not doing this alone....I have my husband and my sister who are busting their ass as much as I am...I feel bad that it is so much work to do in such a little time. We are trying to finish this work before my sister moves in. Her and her kids. UUUUM I guess that is all about that.

We have almost every room done...all we have left is the hallway and the bathroom and the second dinning room....we have to rip all the wall paper off of those walls. But we did it to the kitchen so It shouldn't be to hard....I'm just no longer in a rush to get that done...maybe in the next couple of weeks.

Well I guess that is all the blogging I can pull out of my ass for today so.....See ya!!!

Family

Here is one our family pics on the trip. It is hard to see but there it is. Can you believe we were the only tent campers.. Everyone else was RV. It was nice to have all that space. You can't see it in the picture but we had all that land to ourselves. It was nice.

We were heading off for a bike ride. It was a nice scene to ride next to the ocean.

Anyways there we are.

Birthday wishes

Today is my sister HARMONY'S Birthday...Happy birthday harmony. I'm so excited for her. I can't imagine what you are going to do today for your birthday....but i just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY and that I LOVE YOU!!!!!